As upset and as angry as I am, I still miss you.
Do you know how fucking pathetic that makes me feel?"
you keep saying to me that you are sorry
and i always end up forgiving you;
this liberation that you crave somehow
i give you again and again
but feeling better about shattering my heart
isn’t something that i would want you to feel
i gave you everything that i had
and when you broke it all i picked up what
was left of me and asked you to fill in the void
you shouldn’t apologize to me anymore
because you know full well that i will forgive you:
but you do not deserve to feel better about this."